I have to let you say goodbye, All you have done was brought me so much pain

You have made my loved ones cry

For so long.

I turned to you for the strength to go on

You made me numb and I couldn't feel

It seemed the hurt inside wasn't real

You made me feel free, like I could go, and be me.

But I realize now, I was never free

I let my whole life be controlled by you.

Now that you are gone, I don't know

Who I am or what to do

I feel these feelings I have never felt and with them, I have never dealt

A lot of times I want to look back

Without you, self-confidence i lack

Without you, I feel scared and alone

But I must go on and fight this battle of my life on my own.

This poem was found with Jinna's notes and letters that she always gave me, written in her handwriting. It might be her own original work - but maybe not.